Spencer and I broke up. There said it. Put it out there. It is sad and scary and it doesn't feel real.
We are still living together and I still want to be together in the end. But having this break... It isn't so bad. I enjoy not having to worry about him breathing down my back, being up my ass, and ruining his own future. We were reaching a point where we hated to be around each other. Life was awful with a few enjoyable moments. Now I don't feel like I have to spread myself so thin.
I'm not sure what he has been doing, but I've been working and schooling and hanging out with friends. I've been enjoying my freedom and have been staying up all night. Haha, probably not the best decision, but when you don't want to go to sleep- you can't! :)
That is all for now,
Lexy
